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Terry Scott Taylor
by Tony LaFianza 
May 10, 2003
 

The Lost Dogs flew into Evanston, Illinois, right after the release of their latest CD on BEC records, Nazarene Crying Towel. The super-group played a great set, and all members were in a good mood, despite a sparse crowd and a cool, misty night. After the show, CCM legend Terry Taylor agreed to an interview, so we found a couch and started the tape recorder. Hereís what followed.

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Tollbooth: How would you describe the new record, Nazarene Crying Towel

Taylor: In some sense, our most introspective, and the closest to scripture that weíve ever gone before. Not because weíve had an aversion to doing that, but because we were each going through some tough times, various circumstances that we found ourselves in. We wanted to do something very simple, something very acoustic that really captured the three of us. With Real Men Cry, we were wearing the same hat that weíd been wearing with Gene [Eugene, deceased], sort of carrying on that legacy, but obviously, without Gene. Crying Towel was to be a break from that.

We had a limited amount of time in which to do the record, which sort of worked in our favor because what we were going to do shook down to simple, heartfelt songs that were inspired by particularly the Psalms, that were real expressions of our inward struggles. There was a cathartic time together sharing some of our pains and our sorrows, some of our heartbreak, as well as the good things. It was the chance for the three of us to do something pretty intimate. 

Tollbooth: Itís very worship-themed throughout.

Taylor: I think itís worshipful in the way that the Psalms are worshipful. The Psalms are really, in a sense, prayers, and one of the things people do is extract this more positive stuff thatís in the Psalms and skip over some of the anger, some of the aspects of the dark night of the soul. Thatís why I think the Psalms are great prayers because itís very real, very human. You find David in these horrendous circumstances he is going through, yet, as I like to say, with trembling hands and parched lips, he still said, ďThank you, God. You are good to me.Ē Thatís sort of where we were at the time, with some heavy stuff coming down. Iím not going to say we donít get angry at God at times, or we donít question why, but in the process, what we want to have are thankful hearts. 

Tollbooth: Were the decisions to make this record acoustic and worshipful artistic decisions, or marketing decisions, or what?

Taylor: Weíre obviously not driven by market decisions because we just donít sell that many records. Thereís a blessing and a curse in all that. The curse is of course weíd like to have more people buy our records. But the blessing is that we can pretty much go where our hearts lead us. Weíre not constrained by people saying, ďWe need three more rockers on this, or we need this kind of music for this radio format,Ē so we can follow our hearts. From the outset, the idea was, letís go acoustic, keep it very simple, straightforward, although we went off the path a little bit a few times. We introduced some extra things and some of the songs are off the beaten path a little bit but by and large, we wanted this just really simple thing. Like Johnny Cashís latest stuff, maybe a guitar and one other instrument and singing, to bring people into the word with us. 

Brouhaha

Tollbooth:  Every Lost Dogs project has to have its controversy, often unplanned. What has developed so far with this record? 

Taylor: I donít think thereís been any controversy. Iím sure that as with every album that you ever release, some people are going to prefer some of our past records to this one. This record is pretty introspective and pretty laid back, but the reviews have been tremendously positive.

 We had one review say it doesnít have quite the approach the other ones did; thereís nothing on there that really rocks. This is a person that likes that particular direction for us. Itís not that we wonít take that direction again, but it would not have been appropriate for this record. 

We would sit there and go, weíre not going to do rock, weíre going to do something very particular. The color palette that weíre using is definitely adapted to that.

Itís different in that we didnít go in with the big band sound. There are no real effects on it; maybe a little reverb here and there, but we it set up so that you are hearing a band on stage where the audience is in a small room. Come on in and weíll play you some songs. 

I often play it in the morning because it helps me turn my thoughts to Godís sovereignty and his actions in my life; it goes with your day. It has a sort of morning feel to it. Iíve got a few CDís that I picture myself dragging through the desert wanting to replay while all the stars are out, but I do not see this as that kind of CD.

Tollbooth: Let me ask you about one song, ďCry Out Loud,Ē itís Mike Roeís bluesy-rockabilly song... Has the imagery of ďCry Out LoudĒ been problematic for you at all?

Taylor: Hmmmm. It would be problematic for me if it was problematic for somebody else, and I would want to know why it is problematic. I think, again, it is a song that deals with circumstances. There are quite a number of songs on this record that deal with the dark situations that we often face.

Probably what you are referring to is that there is a sense of a certain sexuality there, and it is very bluesy and when you do something bluesy like that, there is a certain sensual-ness to it and perhaps that is what some people are picking up on, but Iím perfectly fine with the lyrics.

Tollbooth: Mike [Roe] and Derri [Daugherty] were more involved this time with the writing. Please comment on that.

Taylor: Yeah, Mike was principal writer of a couple of things and everybody contributed musically. There were some things that I had music only to that Mike came up with some lyrics so we doubled up on; a lot of different variations.

Tollbooth: How did recording somewhere other than the Green Room Studios feel?

Taylor: It was fine. I miss the Green Room, but it was so much a part of Gene [Eugene} and really was not the same there without him. So in a way, it was like getting a burden off the shoulder. 

When I found out that the studio was sold, I thought ďokay, itís fine, itís gone,Ē and [the owners] hung on for probably a lot longer than they should have, after Geneís passing; more for sentimental reasons than anything else. Business-wise, it wasnít doing all that well, and it was relatively valuable property in that area. 

Getting away from that environment and doing Crying Towel somewhere else is probably a good thing for me. You get into certain habits. I did a lot of recording there; it seemed like my recording home-away-from-home. It was nice to mix it up a little bit, especially as we try and do something really different. It was a nice break. It forced me to explore other possibilities.

Other Projects

Tollbooth: Let me ask you about Andyís Angels project. What is it and how did you get involved?

Taylor: Quite a while a back, I got a call one day from a person, the secretary of a church in Seattle, I believe it was, saying, ďThere is a Theo Obrastoff who is trying to get a hold of you. He had me call because he doesnít want to bother you.  I got your number from so-and-so. His son Andy is in a childrenís hospital in Seattle and he is dying of cystic fibrosis. Heís had a couple of lung transplants through his short life, and heís been in the hospital many times, but this is it and he wants to see you before he dies.í

I was flabbergasted by that, so arrangements were made and I flew up and I saw him, and sang some songs for him. After Andy passed away, his father Theo called me and said, ďWhat if we did some sort of project to get the word out about cystic fibrosis?Ē 

I thought it was a great idea. Some money was raised to put together a project, 18 songs on it, release date is probably at Cornerstone this year, and it is called Come as a Child or not at All, which is the little boyís sort of paraphrase of Christís words. Its sub-title is ďA Celebration of the Children.Ē Itís songs about children. Not for them, but about them, from a mature parenting perspective.

Tollbooth: Did you write all 18 songs?

Taylor: No. I wrote some of them. There are a lot of different participants on it. There are a few songs that are re-releases re-mastered. The Lost Dogs are on there, of course, and Rikki Michelle from Adam Again, among others.

Tollbooth:  Is there going to be a big version of Big? So far all we have is a Little Big.

Taylor: There will be. I donít know when. Not right now, but there is going to be one. Weíre planning it, but weíre just not ready to announce a date.

Tollbooth: Is there anything else coming up in 2003?

Taylor: Thereís likely to be some kind of new Neverhood music, and a couple of other things Iíd rather not talk about right now. What happens is then, a year later people say, ďWell, where are those records?Ē  Yeah, weíve got things planned.

Live Dogs

Tollbooth: What are the Lost Dogsí immediate plans, from now until Christmas?

Taylor: There are a lot of things sort of floating around. We want to keep up the touring, which is all goodÖ Just more involved in it. Weíre all committed to making it happen, making it work. We love touring together; so we want to keep it going, see where it leads. 

Tollbooth: Let me ask you about Cornerstone. Are there any special surprises planned for your time on the Gallery Stage this year?

We are doing a band thing this year. Weíre really chomping at the bit to get the band thing up. Weíve been doing a lot of these acoustic dates, weíve really grown comfortable with it long-term, itís a different kind of thing; people really seem to enjoy themselves. For Cornerstone, I think we might move to extended jams.

Tollbooth: What are your thoughts on this being Cornerstoneís 20th Birthday Bash? 

Taylor: Itís great, and Iím just hoping they give out presents, for whatever reason. [laughs]

Money

Tollbooth: Let me ask you some questions about the open letter to fans on Daniel Amos.com. ] What is the actual controversy you were trying to address?

Taylor: It wasnít so much a controversy. Well. I take that back. A certain group of people were downloading stuff, making copies, giving it other people. I donít want to get into the whole controversy, but I just wanted people to know that weíre not Madonna. Weíre not raking in the money. Itís funny, Iíve had this discussion with Mike [Roe], ďTerry, you would be surprised at how many people think that you guys are living the life of Riley somewhere overlooking the Caribbean.Ē He said, ĒYou and I obviously know that thatís not true, you and I obviously know weíre working Joes. Weíre out there beating the street to play in order to support ourselves.Ē

I just wanted people that were doing that [sharing music files] to at least think twice about it before they do it. We have a very small fan base, and if everybody started doing itÖ really, what we bring in at the web site by and large just goes right back into creating other projects. Itís not like we are reaping a big benefit for personal gain. Usually, itís just turning right around. For instance, what the fans spent on the website financed Little, Big. It allowed me to go in and create that.

Weíd like it if that fan base got larger and larger and larger. I would love to be able to make a living off it, but it doesnít even come close. We just turn it around and make more product. 

Iím just trying to encourage people that they are not supporting a large organization. What I said in my letter was, itís not your money for nothing. It does several things. It helps support what we are doing, keeps us doing what we are doing, helps us finance more projects, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, please spend generously, and try to avoid doing stuff which the only benefactor is you, personally. 

There were some other misunderstandings that I addressed. ďÖHow come I can buy Coldplay at Tower Records for $15 but Iíve got spend $20 for the Daniel Amos record?Ē I explained in that letter why that is. Itís because we donít manufacture thousands and thousands of records, which would keep the costs down.

Itís almost like going to buy a rare book at the rare bookstore. You can buy John Grisham for $6.99, but you go and you want Graham Greeneís The Power and the Glory, itís going to cost you $12.99. There is a reason for that; there are fewer of his books; they donít print as many, they arenít bought by the masses.

Tollbooth:  After you put the letter out on the website, what were the reactions?

Taylor: I donít really know. By and large, the feedback that I got back was pretty positive. I got a couple of emails from people who said, ďWell said,Ē and, ďItís good you got that out.Ē Now, as far as any negative reaction, Iím not really privy to it. Iím sure itís there. 

I donít know why anybody would object. I donít know what possibly could be the problem with what Iím saying. Itís a very honest thing. Iím not telling them you are cheating. Iím saying, hey, we are all in this together. Help out a little bit. Weíre trying to make an honest living here. We exist because of income from people that purchase products. Thatís it. If people donít purchase those products, thatís it, we go out. Done. 

Tollbooth: I was wondering if the sales went up on the website as a result of the open letter?

Taylor: I donít know exactly. I know we are starting to move into getting some things out that weíve wanted to get out for some time, so I imagine thatís probably why. It was helpful.

Money for Terry

Tollbooth: I know that several fans held side auctions to raise money on your behalf. Did you get that money?

Taylor: Side auction. You mean having a collectable, an Ebay kind of thing?

Tollbooth: Exactly. And then they were going to give you most the money, or half of the money.

Taylor: I donít know anything about that. Thatís quite possible; I donít know the timeframe here, or anything else.  Now I offered some Ebay things myself. I donít know if we are talking about the same thing.

Tollbooth: No, Iím talking about fans auctions. One guy had something up, and just said, ďIím putting this up for auction. Iím taking $25 and anything over that goes right to Terry.Ē

Taylor: I donít know anything about that.

Tollbooth: There was a little bit of discussion about sending donations to you through the web site, just donations. Whatís your reaction to that?

Taylor: Itís an awfully sweet gesture. My feeling is I would love to be able to offer people something; if I had non-profit status, where people could do something and write it off their taxes and that would be helpful. Maybe thatís something I will explore.

I think that there is a sense in the DA fan group of family camaraderie. Iíve noticed some of the posting there over the years from certain people that really seem to have really generous hearts that were sort of hinting at that, saying, ďHow can we better support whatís going on here?Ē I think some people may not have that deep a feeling about it, or an emotion about it, or whatever that is, and thatís fine. Anytime you give to anybody, and that includes myself or somebody else at some level, you become part of their life. I certainly wouldnít say, ďOh, thatís a great gesture, but donít do that.Ē Again, the stuff that comes in goes into making projects.

By and large the stuff that comes in is just turned right around. So, send it! Fantastic! Iíll take it.

Typical Fan vs. Terry

Tollbooth: You addressed the ďTerry Scott Taylor fanĒ in your letter. Who is the typical Terry Scott Taylor fan?

Taylor: I donít know. I just got a letter from a 15-year-old. When you come to our concerts you look out at the crowd, youíve got kids out there. Iíve seen crowds that run the full gamut from little kids that like to hear the joke song, ďBad Indigestion,Ē to the elderly that like to hear, ďGolden Dream,Ē or something like that. We are tapping into almost a family sort of thing. I think people enjoy the fun of it; that who they are seeing are who we are, the transparency in that. Itís not just all frivolity; itís not just all smoking and joking. There is some real substance to it. It has appeal pretty much across the board. Thatís part of our frustration, part of the reason we want to tour as much as we do. We want to get out there, get people exposed to what we are doing. 

Some people would assume, ďOh, yeah, Mike Roe, the 77s, so itís going to be this kind of thing. Terry Taylor, that alternative, weird, punk, new wave stuff, so itís going to be this kind of thing.Ē  People, when you finally get them through the door, are surprised, or they think they are not going to like it because itís folkie.  But once you get them through the door, itís a very appealing sort of presentation.

Iíve got a lot of people who come up to me and say, ďI had no idea what you guys were going to sound like.Ē I like that grandma likes it. I like that little Johnny likes it, and I like that everyone in between likes it. Typical? I wouldnít be sure about that.

Tollbooth: You said that you and Mike were talking about how ďMost fans think you are living a high rolling rock lifestyle.Ē 

Taylor: ďMostĒ was not the way to say it. Iím sure itís ďsome.Ē I donít know that I said ďmost.Ē  If I did, I should not have said ďmost.Ē I donít believe that, by the way. The average fans are aware, if they are smart, so if I said that, then I apologize. I do have an element, and I was told that there were certain peoples who grumble about paying more for a record than at Tower Records, and the pirating, and stuff like that. 

I was told about it, and the request was made, if you have something to say about it, if you feel you can say something about it, if you are comfortable with thatÖ I thought about it a long time. I didnít want to just throw up on the page and send it out. Iíd given it a lot of thought. I didnít want to really step on anyoneís toes, but I wanted to be very specific and out front about it. 

Tollbooth: If you are not living an opulent lifestyle, are you living above, on, or below the level of your typical fan?  

Taylor: Since I would have to do a survey to find out where the typical fan is financially, it would be hard to answer that. What I will say, and Mikeís got a similar situation, we all do, we have some really, really tough times. Itís the industry; itís all sorts of things. 

You have times where you are fairly secure financially, pay your bills for a couple of months or whatever, but then we may be plunged back into a down time, a bad time. The past couple of years have been pretty rough. Itís been real tough for all of us. So I donít want anyone to think that my family is out begging on the street, but at the same time, the industryís been hit. People are not spending money across the board. Americans are a little more stingy right now. That makes sense. So we have to ride these things out, but life is never opulent, itís never excessive. My goal every month is to pay my basic bills. Thatís it.

Tollbooth: Not to put anything in savings?

Taylor: Well, we try, but thatís a very rare month.

Tollbooth: Do you have a retirement plan?

Taylor: No.

Tollbooth: Do you have health insurance?

Taylor: We have health insurance through my wife, she teaches preschool. So it is a bit of a struggle. But let me say, I am privileged to be in that struggle. I feel blessed beyond measure. Like all of usÖ I have a brother-in-law who lives in Silicon Valley. Heís about my age, he was laid off two years ago and he still hasnít been able to find work. So there are people in worse situations than I.

I will say this; I feel I had a calling on my life years and years ago, and Iíve tried to stay true to that, and Iím at an age now where this is what I do, this is my life. Iím not going to switch gears and go do brain surgery. This is what I do. Iím hopeful that the fans understand that and theyíll be supportive of it. 

Special Auctions

Tollbooth: The open letter again. It centers on file sharing. Does this concern relate at all to the special auction of Mr. Buechnerís Dream studio tapes that you recently had?

Taylor: Sure. Part of it is that my son came in and said, ďIíve been doing some Ebay stuff.Ē It isnít as if I havenít been doing this over the years. We did at one time, as a matter of fact, have some masks that were made for the Doppelganger live show. We werenít doing that show anymore, and those masks were sitting around. We decided, and this was before Ebay, to let the fans know that we had them, and if they wanted to bid on them, cool, it is a collectable. Itís not like it is unprecedented. 

I tend to be a packrat, I was going through a lot of stuff, ĎGee, this stuff is going to just sit over in a corner. Oh, I didnít know I still had this!í Iím looking through stuff, ĎOh, look at this! Itís an original lyric! Wow, thatís interesting, that song, that line wasnít even close to what it was onÖí Itís always very interesting stuff, but again, I thought, ĎWell, fans would think this is pretty cool.í I think itís cool. ĎWell, gee, Iíll hang onto that, Iíll just put it back over there in the corner.í It was just one of these things where Iím going through this stuff and Iím thinking, ĎWell, maybe it would be cool, since Ebay is around,í and thatís when my son said, ďYeah, you ought to do that. People would like the original lyrics to, say, ďPray Where You Are,Ē where you had six or seven different lines,  Öan interesting little artifact. Thatís really what I had in mind. Itís not a bad thing, either, in terms of wanting to make a little money.

Tollbooth: So the auction went pretty well. Are there any more planned?

Taylor: Iíve only auctioned the one thing. Iíve got some other things people might be interested in, so weíll make them available sometime.

Tollbooth: If the people who win these auctions shouldnít make tapes or copies of these things; how can you address the frustrations of other fans who want access to this material?

Taylor: A possibility, and Iím just talking off the top of my head, would be that people that got these tapes, where we can make some kind of an arrangement with them, and get it to people in some form or another. Weíre all frustrated over different things. [laughs] These tapes could have just sat over in a corner somewhere gathering dust, which is exactly what they were doing. I donít want to frustrate the fans, but maybe there is some way, some format, that we can get that would acknowledge those who purchased the original tapes and still satisfy the other fans.

Ten Questions 

Tollbooth: For kicks I'm going to ask you 10 questions, which originally came from a French series, Bouillon de Culture hosted by Bernard Pivot. It is probably more familiar to many as the questions James Lipton asks at the end of Inside the Actor's Studio.

01. What is your favorite word?

Taylor: Hmmm. I know this is supposed to be a fast thing but I canítÖ. uhmÖ love.

02. What is your least favorite word?

Taylor: Hate.

03. What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally?

Taylor: Good music.

04. What turns you off?

Taylor: Bad music

05. What is your favorite curse word?

Taylor: Ha! Youíre not going to get me into that!  Ö KakaÖ [laughs]

06. What sound or noise do you love?

Taylor: A baby laughing.

07. What sound or noise do you hate?

Taylor: Nails on a chalkboard.

08. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?

Taylor: Author

09. What profession would you not like to do?

Taylor: Sewage treatment.

10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates?

Taylor: Thou good and faithful servant, enter into the glory of the Lord.
 


 
 

 

 
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